It hurts more when you don't tell me. You could have told me months ago. Why must now? Why must when everybody wants to leave then you show it. I mean, you didn't have to pretend you liked me. If you hated me you could have just told me. You don't have to make up ridicules stories about you loving me and all. Yeah, I'm not perfect. Maybe I got that attitude from you! If you don't love me, it's okay, I understand. Because I know that I've been like this ever since. I just want you guys to know that, I love you guys so much!

I'm so sorry. I know I'm wrong and I know it's irritating. I understand if you hate me. If you're angry at me. I know what I did wrong. I just need some time to change, if you give me a chance. Even if you do, school's going to be over. So, it's okay. I totally, extremely understand why now, you hate me.